When I listen to the song of the new TVB movie - ghetto justice, I fall in love with the theme song
When I found out the singers are hanjin 陈奂仁 and MC Jin 欧阳靖， I fall in love with them
I like them, for some reasons.
Besides the unique music, lyrics, and rap
I think they are showing off their attitude as well
And I love their attitude!
First, I ask for money
God send me the Altera hiring offer letter
2nd, I ask for friendship
God send me a facebook account
3rd, I ask for concern, attention and advises
God send me the bus tickets to my hometown
4th, I ask for dream
God said: refer to item #1
Finally I ask for forever love
God send you
and a calender
showing today's date: 1st of April
You must be kidding me man
回忆过去
痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来
拨动我心跳
There is not going to have a good ending for this story, we know this for sure
So please stay away from me, please
在我很小很小的时候，我家有个超人，这个超人不会飞。
因为他太肥了。
但是超人很厉害，什么都会。灯泡，电器，家私，厕所，什么都会修理。
超人很厉害，每个早上我们醒来，妈妈还在房间化妆的时候，他已经变了一桌子的早餐给我们吃。
超人很厉害，我什么也瞒不过他。我到底有没有做好功课，有没有练琴，有没有睡午觉，有没有跟弟弟妹妹打架，有没有讲骗话，在学校有没有乱乱买零食吃，他统统都了如指掌，好像他有天眼那样监视着我的一举一动。
我从小就觉得超人很像个哲学家。不是因为他的学历（他才Form 3 or Form 5 毕业），而是他常常跟我讲的道理都会让我深思很久才领悟到。很厉害。
超人常常跟我说，知识很重要。他的年代，劳力可以带来稳定的收入，但是我未来的年代，只有知识才可以让我在社会立足。超人说，我要好好念书。把书念好，不是为了他或是为了谁，而是为我自己。后来我成了我这个家族第一个考进大学念书的孩子，而且我还是个女儿。我不知道他有没有觉得我很厉害，因为照他的道理来讲，我其实是在为我自己的未来努力而不是为了谁。但是我从小就很想超越他，很想比他更厉害。我很想让他觉得，我这个女儿很厉害。在我大学毕业典礼那天，老爸依然没有开口称赞我。但是在我领了毕业证书从领奖台走下来时，我看见他在家长席站了起来，远远的对着我笑。
老爸像很多典型的爸爸一样，明明心里很开心很感动，但是就是爱面子爱扮cool。
今天的超人，六十岁了。头发开始白了，耳朵开始不太灵光，脚步也越来越缓慢。但是超人在我心中依然是很厉害。
超人用了将近三十年的时间来爱我，爱这个家。
我也会用我今生今世的时间来爱老爸，和这个家。
超人不会飞，没有关系。
像老爸那样的超人，不会飞也很有型。
我心目中的超人不需要会飞，
只要他像老爸那样厉害就可以了。
When I listen to this
I cried, badly.
Man can sweet talk to you in so many ways
But in the end, who can really stay besides you
hold your hand and walk until the end?
那是个下着小雨，有点寒冷的凌晨
开着车轻轻松松的往Los Angeles的方向出发
半途想找个地方填填肚子，就用GPS找看附近的咖啡馆
结果我们就被带到Los Banos这个小镇的Starbucks
那是个距离原来的行程还蛮远的地方。
“你sure吗？Quite 远一下woh。”
“可以la，不用担心，有faiko在。”
这是整个路程，最温暖最美的时候
远远超过Los Angeles 的 Disneyland 和 Universal Studio
有faiko在，那是让我很安心的事。
Misscall him/her?
Listen to the songs, revise the precious moments in your mind again and again?
Tiffanny is almost every girls’ dream. I can’t deny that I would like to have one too. But marriage is not the matter of Tiffany or diamond carat. What matters is the person that you are going to live with for the rest of your life.
If the person is the right person for me, I don’t need a Tiffanny.
If I can’t find the right person, I don’t need a Tiffanny.
I know I am getting old, and at time goes by I am losing the qualification to say that “I don’t care!” for marriage. But I think if the person is not right, there is no point.
Notice that I don’t really update my blog recently. Simply because I’m buzy :)
1# Crochet cute mittens and hat for my nephew!
My nephew is coming to this wonderful world in March next year. Everyone in the family is soooo excited. Poor little nephew hasn’t get his name yet, mainly because his dad’s surname is ‘Say’ – 谢. This is a very unique surname; usually it will be converted to ‘Sia’, ‘Cheah’, ‘Tsay’… When Pik Yee asks for opinion for her baby’s name, she always ended up getting funny names like ‘Say Cheese’ ‘Say Hello’ ‘Say Sorry’ from us. Poor thing! Haha
2# Fullfill my childhood dream
I know I mentioned that I hate Piano, cuz it brought some not-so-good childhood memory. But I do hope that I know how to play violin, I can’t explain why. I remembered I have a checklist for my 2008 New Year resolution, and one of them is to learn violin. It’s already 2010 December right now. One day, I was doing house-keeping for my gmail, and out of sudden I notice my last email conversation with the music studio was on 2010 January. Seems like I have decided which studio to go and which class to take at that time. I can’t believe that I can drag the decision for 12 months! So the next day lunch time, without any hesitation I to go to ATM, cash out few hundreds, drive to the studio, and register for a violin class.
I just want to make sure that when I die one day, I can tell myself: “It’s ok, at least u know how to play violin…”
3# Maintain my blogshop!
Secret Lover of coz! It is fun, and easy. I do not feel stressful at all by doing all these fun things and trying to grab customers. We have stocked up few more items from victoria secret.
4# Work, of coz
Works accumulate day by day, never-ending. But I am glad that it is never-ending, that means I am learning something new everyday and oppurtunities come in everyday. Give me more, I can do it!
5# Shopping sprreeeee
I got a new watch, a new pair of white shoes, a new handbag, a new bracelet, a new dinner white dress, a new denim one-piece dress, a new scaft, a new eye pallete from too-faced… feeling guilty right now. My purse hates me, I know.
6# Handle and control my emotions
I am frustrated. I am disappointed. I am sad. I am depress. I am upset. I do not know what do you want. And you tell me that you also do not know what do you want. I really do not know what I am I suppose to do right now.
Sometimes, it's not easy to get to do what you love. Some people just doesn't have the choice. But I have, and I feel really grateful that I get to do what I love to do.
It is very easy to put something into your heart
and it is very difficult to take it away
It is very easy to love someone
and it is very difficult to forgive
如果时间是可以治疗所有事情
那时间可不可以跳快一点
The first thing the instructor told us during the "7 habits for highly effective people" training class today is to get rid of bad habits.
If you are a shopaholic with heavy credit card debts, time to break the cards now.
If you are a smoker, time to put away the cigarette now.
My bad habit is I tend to think of you when I feel alone. Even when there is someone beside me or I am in the center of crowd. Whenever I feel alone, I will think of you. I feel painful in my heart. Very painful.
I still don't understand. What makes you think that I am strong enough to take this?
NO, you are wrong. I couldn't take this. Not at all.
How can I get rid of this bad habit? I don't know.
I have been trying so hard. At least for the past 7 months. I swear.
Alcohol is the only remedy, I guess.
At least it works for insomnia.
DVD播完了，片尾曲开始响起
字幕也慢慢升上来了
你忽然从我地身后抱着我，
我吓了一跳
“你要干吗？”
“我还没有想到。”
“你到底要怎样？”
“都讲还没有想到咯。等这首歌播完我再跟你讲”
我不明白
那首歌已经播完很久
那几乎是六个月前的事情了
你还是搞不清楚你想怎样
可以告诉我吗？
别在折磨我了
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作詞 : 周杰倫 作曲 : 周杰倫 監製 : 周杰倫
雨淋濕了天空 毀得很講究
妳說妳不懂 為何在這時牽手
我曬乾了沉默 悔得很衝動
就算這是做錯 也只是怕錯過
在一起叫 夢～
分開了叫 痛～
是不是說 沒有做完的夢最痛～
迷路的後 果～
我能承受 這最後的出口在愛過了才有
能不能給我一首歌的時間
緊緊的把那擁抱變成永遠
在我的懷裡妳不用害怕失眠
哦如果妳想忘記我也能失憶
能不能給我一首歌的時間
把故事聽到最後才說再見
妳送我的眼淚 讓它留在雨天
哦越過妳劃的線我定了勇氣 的終點
哦妳說我不該不該 不該在這時候說了我愛妳
要怎麼證明我沒有說謊的力氣 哦請告訴我
暫停算不算放棄 我只有一天的回憶
