** 五月憩园 **

我用了一段时间去忘记一些事情，但是有一个老毛病很作怪。

那年的你说做男生很难，因为男生有很多事情要扛。虽然我现在还是很笨，但那时的我更加笨，所以听不明白。我不明白为什么要在当下烦恼未来的东西。于是，你就叫我听听这首歌。

Superman
Artist: Five For Fighting

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me
I’m more than a bird...
I’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see
It may sound absurd...but don’t be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won’t you conceed
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be me

Up, up and away...away from me
It’s all right...
You can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy...or anything...

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
It’s not easy to be me.

很可惜，我没有机会告诉你。我已经听明白这首歌了。

歌曲，往往可以挑起很多回忆，很多很妙的感觉。而这些感觉，就只有自己才知道。每一次听这首歌，不管在什么时候什么地点，我都会发呆。

呆呆地想着那时候的我们，呆呆地想着你不开心的那个夜晚。

这是一种老毛病，我不知不觉又甩不掉的老毛病。