** 五月憩园 **: October 2011

3 stars for Yin Mei!

0 comments Posted by May*mei at 10:45 PM

Time flies. People starts wearing those Halloween costume, November is coming.
It's close to a year.

Am I getting better? I don't know.

But I know I am getting stronger.

3 stars for myself!

~May, 2011~

Milpitas, San Jose

Trying hard to score 3-stars

For angry birds and for myself

Thanks to my sifu

Who help me to get through all those obstacles

The world of misunderstanding

0 comments Posted by May*mei at 10:48 PM

I don't like to be misunderstood.
I hate when I can't find the right word to explain myself.
I hate when I have tried my best but still, you do not know what I mean.

I also hate when I caused inconvenience to you unintentionally, put you in a bad bad situation. And yet, I do not know how to help. I am sorry.

不值得

0 comments Posted by May*mei at 11:38 AM

好想离家出走
我躲在箱子里太久了
Let me get out here

我应该早一点醒觉，这一切其实都不值得

:(

0 comments Posted by May*mei at 11:26 AM

To make sure that I am doing the right thing, I typed "How can I get rid of sadness" in Google. And then I got this page.

"We all have bad days, but don't let them ruin how you feel about yourself and others. Bad is what we assume that something bad is going to be the result, but, believe,whatever bad happened to us will be healed by Time."

Seems like it is a well-known facts that time can cure. Alright, I will continue to let time pass like how it should.

如果时间能治疗所有事情

时间，你能不要能跳快一点

好伟大的梦想

0 comments Posted by May*mei at 12:44 PM

I browsed through the youtube that day, when I was really bored. I found a video recorded from ‘China got talent’. There was a 12 years old Mongolian boy sings in the competition. I wasn’t quite impressed by his voice because I can't really understand the lyrics. But I was stunned, when he told the judges about his dream：

我要发明一种墨水，把那墨水在地上一点，全世界就会变成绿草

I want to invent a kind of ink that just need a drop to drop on the ground, the whole world will cover with green grass

He lost his parents when he was 8. And still, he came out with this statement when talk about his dream in life. At that moment, I feel embarrassing for being an adult. I have tons of complaints about my job and my life, and I don't contribute enough to help the community. I know I should appreciate for being myself, as I am in a better position compare to those unfortunates at the other side of the world.